Scripture:
Luke 15:1-10 (I recommend you read the whole chapter though.)
“Then all the tax collectors and the sinners drew near to Him to hear Him. And the Pharisees and scribes complained, saying, “This Man receives sinners and eats with them.”So He spoke this parable to them, saying: “What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he loses one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness, and go after the one which is lost until he finds it? And when he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing. And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbors, saying to them,‘Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep which was lost!’ I say to you that likewise there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine just persons who need no repentance. “Or what woman, having ten silver coins, if she loses one coin, does not light a lamp, sweep the house, and search carefully until she finds it? And when she has found it, she calls her friends and neighbors together, saying, ‘Rejoice with me, for I have found the piece which I lost!’ Likewise, I say to you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.”
Definition:
Reckless: carelessness, irresponsibility, thoughtlessness when it comes to actions and consequences!
Love: an intense feeling of deep affection.
Both words mean two completely different things. But what happens when the words collide. What is reckless love? What does it mean?
When I first heard the phrase, “reckless love”- I didn’t have a clue what it was, nor what it meant. But it caught my attention, so I decided to research it. Reckless love is a love that never wavers, it pursues after you, even when we aren’t deserving. It never waivers or dies. I thought about it and I couldn’t really point out any personal experiences of this. Until I thought about God’s love.
I began to look over my life, all the pain, tears, and brokenness that consumed me. The wounds that left behind after every battle I’ve gone through. Scars I wear today, scars that prove I’ve overcome! But not on my own, with God, God’s love, His Reckless Love!! I did indeed experience reckless love! Way back on Calvary, when my selfless savior died a gruesome death for me. It was God’s reckless love that caused Him to come and see about me. He came when I was deep in the trenches of depression and darkness. It was His reckless love that stopped me from committing suicide. Sending my sister in at just the right time to take the knife. It was His love the that helped me feel at peace in the wreck I called life. I was torn up and I honestly waited for it to consume me, literally.
I was constantly warring and found myself ready to give up. But one day, God came to see me, I was in the kitchen at my grandmother’s house. I was having issues with my faith, which has always been a battle throughout my life. I knew He was real, but when He was silent it got hard to believe. I asked Him with tears in my eyes ” If you’re really real like I want to believe, come visit me, show Yourself. Soon after, I took my bible out and began to search the pages. I said, ” Lord if You hear me, please tell me where to read, where am I to go?” I sat there, I felt defeated yet again until something caught my eye.
I saw something move, I saw out the corner of my eye, and couldn’t believe it, the pages of my Bible were moving! My hands were in my lap at the time. There weren’t any fans or the air going. Nor were there any windows open. God was moving the pages with His finger, once my eyes studied the movement, He turned the pages! He was there, He loved me even in my doubt, even when I was upset with God, He still loved me. He still chose to come see about me, His reckless love proves to be faithful no matter what. The tears began to flow down my cheeks, that encounter was only the beginning.
After that encounter, I could feel a peaceful presence standing at my bed, watching me, a protective presence! He would speak to me, I began to see flickers of light (angels) outside my window. He began to show me reminders of His love through the signs in the sky, through His word, an answered prayer, and through other people. He’s done so much for me and Y’all I don’t deserve it! I was in the muddiest of messes. I have messed up countless times. And I know I will fall short again down the road. But He never takes His love away, He loves us through it!
His reckless love is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever experienced in my life. I’m thankful that Jesus saw fit to leave His flock of 99 sheep (the righteous followers) to come get me, the 1 lost sheep! When by right, He should’ve turned His back on me and left me in my sinfulness to perish.
He’s shown the world a love so pure, it pierces through every sin-stained soul. It fills voids, cleanses hearts and never dies! He’s truly amazing and I’m forever grateful for the greatest shepherd of all time! If I learned anything, it was to give back the same reckless love, the same forgiveness, the same compassion, that was given to me. To be a shadow, a vessel for Jesus and the kingdom of God. And that’s what I’m going to do until I leave earth to reside with the God-Head in Heaven.
If you want to experience this love, this reckless love, stop running from Him and run to Him! Let God in, let Him embrace you! He wants nothing more than to heal your hurts. He wants to mend the seeping wounds of your soul, He wants to commune with you. Our souls desire interaction and intimacy with God- in which He designed it to be that way. All He’s waiting on is your permission, your yes. Will you let Him in? Will you open your heart and accept His reckless, unwavering, undying, unchanging love? I challenge you to do so! It only gets better from there!